I have been out of work since last November because of extensive surgery on my right foot. Whenever I go out like this I always have these grand plans of all of the things I am going to get accomplished. About a month ago, I was on fire and getting some things done. I was doing a lot of writing and I even started writing my great American novel. Right around Christmas, I hit one of those roadblocks you just kind of bounce off of and you can't seem to get it back together. My days have devolved into watching reruns of MacGyver, NCIS, Castle, and any other show that I used to watch and trolling on Twitter for a large portion of the day. I have managed to do a little bit of reading but mostly fiction and nothing of any redeeming value unless I plan on going out and killing terrorists.
I am getting a bad case of cabin fever and I find myself slipping into a bad depression. I do not know how to break that cycle. At least Steve had alcohol as an "excuse" for wasting his days but I do not even have that. All I can blame is my "devolution" and even that is not looking so good right now.
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