One of rocker Alice Cooper's best known songs is "No More Mr. Nice Guy." That is going to be my mantra for the next little while. I have tried being the nice guy. I have tried my damnedest not to be "that guy" and have even written about it several times. All I have gotten out of being the nice guy is lied to, used , and thrown to the side so the women I go out with and try to have a relationship with can go running back to that guy when he shows up again.
I believe I am going to be that guy for a while or at least try to be that guy for a while. The only road block I am going to have to this concept is getting over my guilt of treating women badly. I hate making people feel bad about themselves and it really bothers me. I honestly hope I am never going to get used to treating people that way. I can pass this off as a "social experiment" but that is not going to make me feel any better about myself. I am curious to see if That Guy lives a better, fuller life than Mr. Nice Guy.
So off I go into the land of one night stands with a bottle of Viagra in hand, a thesis on paper, and a heavy conscience that I hope is always there. I will not be naming names or making them known in any way and I will never tell them about this blog.
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