I have often read that when an author kills off one of his recurring characters, it is like a part of himself has died. It is no where near the same thing but that is the way I am feeling now that I have laid "Mr. Nice Guy" to rest or at least put him into hibernation.
I am a little bit lost right now. I am very conflicted. I cannot help but feel I am some unfinished business to take care of. I have had a few opportunities over the past several days to bring out the sleazy side of me but I passed those opportunities up. I have to be mentally ready to do something completely out of character for me because it is not that easy for me.
"Nothing contributes so much to tranquilize the mind as a steady purpose." Mary Shelley,Frankenstein.
Right or wrong, I now have a purpose and my mind is becoming more tranquil with each passing day.
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